The motion of life comes in waves and each wave varies and sometimes we have tidal waves or the more dramatic tsunami’s in our lives called turmoil or distress, most of us live life from day to day unaware of how we as our oceans do, follow a particular pattern for us to flow through life, the good times and bad times we endure, as well as dreams, we endeavour to create in our minds, our daily energy depending on the individual also has some affect on daily wave but what I want to talk about here is our life wave.

Our life wave is like the tide of our oceans, we have the steam to enjoy the good times when they come and the strength to endure the bad times, following our waves is something we must accept rather than fight against, the longer we fight the larger and longer we have to ride the wave, that is surfing the good and the bad waves, which is what makes us who we are. When we accept! The wave is shallow and sea is calm, so we can enjoy life when the calm is here we must expect the tidal surges and keep them short.

The warmth of summer excites us to get out and about in the warm sun to re-energise our minds and bodies, we get that energetic thunderstorm going during summer, then the opposite happens in winter, which keeps us curled up in doors most of the time avoiding the cold and we have the roughest patches during this period, we also have the transition period of autumn and spring so we follow the planet no matter what situation we are in, though how we handle this is different for each of us and the extent varies.

If you work in retail you will see these waves constantly in your work, you may have customers for a period of time and then you get a lull and then back up again throughout the day, but it happens in everyday life our moods our thoughts and our passions, biorhythms are one way of looking at these waves, as you may notice in relationships with people you may be close for a while and then drift apart, you can also see in shopping centres (Malls) how people flow in groups unconsciously.

Now for the play on words, e-motion or energy in motion we all all waves of energy moving, though we still have free will and choices are made our emotions are moving as waves or waves of emotion, our entire existence seems to be one big wave, so is our existence just one big gravity fed emotional wave?

I have noticed a lot of interpretations though I want to clarify my view point on the animal versus the spiritual, between the connection of relationships between human beings, we all know we are animals though we speak and build, what we call intelligence, though I would like to dwell on love the sexual lust that we misinterpret.

Though most love the rush of Adrenalin that lust brings, this is the animal within us and not the spiritual side of us, though it is connected within us it is, it is the quick fix but also is the art of survival, the animal instinct in us is something that all of us seem to be drawn to, but what about some of us that want mostly the spiritual side.

Lately I have been told by friends and family to just go out and get laid, though I have two major issues with this, one is it has not fixed anything in the past it only makes me angry and depressed, two it is not what I want, so I am refusing to take advise of this kind and going with my spiritual side and leaving the animal at home.

The spiritual side of Love is companionship and sharing the love, both putting in the effort and not just one doing all the work for little or no reward, what I want and I am a male is to find someone to share my life with and not just the sexual organs with.

Though I have found most people live by there animal instinct to have sex and procreate, also for enjoyment, I am all for that but what has happened to the companionship the spiritual side of the relationship unit, I see it in families sometimes but I very rarely see it in couples with out kids.

I feel as though I am backwards in this thinking, but I feel people do not see this way, but in my heart and mind I am right, I know in christian teaching you need to wait till marriage but personally I do not believe marriage to be something someone else gives, it is up each individual who seeks.

So why am I not on the animal side what makes me tick, why do I weigh this as companionship first sex after, it does make it hard in a world where the quick fix is what everyone wants, I have yet to meet someone like me and if I do I will report back!

I have bought a few new things lately, a new car as I had to replace the old one it was costing a fortune to maintain, though I could have bought a second hand car though the new one had a much better deal with a warranty and more reliable.

But then I went out or I should say rang up and updated my phone to match my new car, well that was my thinking anyway, now I want more new stuff I feel as I am becoming addicted to aquiring new items to replace the old.

The question and point I am getting to is I have this feeling I may get addicted to buy new things, trying hard not I even leave the credit card at home to slow down the spending, I am even looking for reasons to spend more on me, wanting to buy a christmas present for my self rather than finding presents for my family and friends.

Am I become selfish only wanting to please my self, how many other have an addiction to following the marketing and finding those shiny new materialistic objects to just have something either though they are useful and fun!

How do we really find balance in our lives to fit in rest relaxation with work and friends? Most of the time it’s just time playing on our mind, we really need to get our heads together and just do it, but then how far can we take it?

Pushing ourselves everyday can have an affect on our health mind, body & soul, struggling to keep yourself in shape and struggling to be aware of your surroundings, taking on too much in our lives is just what we do not want.

Working way too much does not improve our lives later on in life, unless your great with money off course, having an over active social life does the opposite affect, and then you need to fit in sleep.

I notice that I go through fazes much like the moon does one week is all work the next is the TV then all work and I never can find that nice balance of doing a time allocated allotment to get things done, I personally find it frustrating but when I try to change something everything else goes flying out the window.

How does your life cope with the struggles of this hectic life and what can you take out to make it easier, or are you one who watch’s your favorite shows on TV and only has time for work and play & sleep and no time for social gatherings!

His Story is a long line of lies and deceit, manipulation and propaganda which is to confuse the opposition or enemies to gain riches property, but does history really matter we are living in the now and we are learning from our past, so it does matter as we are learning from it. To view history as a human story rather than fact or fiction is to be naive one mans propaganda to achieve a place in the riches or to trick other leaders in to thinking otherwise.

Following someone else’s word and description of events is not just a a lie but it does not reflect humanity in reality. To watch or read about history over time most is actually proven inaccurate over time, as both sides of the story come to light through the ages showing you that not only are they lies but the truth is bound to be found.

Finding out what the true history of humanity is to read both sides of the story or to just dig deeper and find out what really happened rather than taking some one else’s word for fact. Over time we have discovered that the Chinese had found and discovered more of the world than what was previously thought or are they just making it up? Each country in Europe and Asia have all proclaimed to have discovered things yet most of the time “people” already lived there and some took it and some traded.

Artifacts have been found that have proven some history has actually been manipulated to be against progression and usually in the name of God, but it is fear that stopped it, now we are starting to discover the truth we may find that we progress faster without restrictions and without fear bringing history to pronounce humanities story and not just his story or one persons story to another.

We need to stop propaganda and start seeing the truth, being true to ourselves as a world of people as humanly as possible, we need to strive to be honest to each other and become friends in understanding that lies deceit and propaganda are not what we want and it does not create the peaceful world we want.

Being a spiritual person does not mean you are restricted, you should be experiencing life, it does not mean you should be ridiculed or tortured, not even an ounce of you should even suffer for it. Being spiritual is not about suffering or is it about being conditioned, or following guidelines, it is about a freedom to express your belief system. So what is being spiritual person about?

Well to begin with it is a belief system, your own that is, allowing yourself to freely express and experience your soul. Express your self inwardly and outwardly, to be helpful to your loved ones and to help out a stranger that will accept help. To be a part of a community. Though there are times when you still need to stand up for yourself and become the boss of you.

Being spiritual person is being about being you and not allowing others to rule you, you must remember you are your own God and definitely not someone else’s, as much as other people like having that egotistic control over other living beings, we develop a defense against this control which gives us our personalities, maybe you could spot in a person how there parents treated them.

I heard someone say that a person was not spiritual once, it made me angry, everyone is spiritual, I bit my tongue and moved on, I found it offensive that someone could say that someone is not spiritual, we are all born of whatever the deep making’s of us when we fully understand it, we come from within the universe it’s self.

So what does it mean to being a spiritual, being you is the most accurate or what the spiritual community call the I AM!

When an idea comes in a dream we all say it was our idea but was it really, is there a communication from deep within oneself or is it a communication from another in another dimension. Ideas come in dreams all of the time and dreams are what we listen to when get that emotion that comes with I like that idea.

To achieve goals is a dream, when you sleep you dream, but what about how day dreams work and you find yourself staring into space and then all of a sudden you just lock in and the dream is a must. The idea just must go ahead you really want or desire to follow through on this idea, where did it come from though? Lets see!

You have the subconscious mind, your higher self, some kind of god depending on what religion or faith you allow yourself to follow, or just a spark of inspiration, personally I say all of the above in this order just for the sake of a list :0) .

1. God – The Mysterious One (religious or physics take your pick.)

2.The light Bringer or Higher Being ( Angel, Messenger or otherwise what do you believe?)

3. Higher self ( Delivered like a letter to your thought process.)

4. Subconscious Mind (Your special spam filter, yes sometimes spam does get through.)

5.It’s up to you now the emotion is positive lets try it, negative accept it and let it go (Important!).

Really is simple but, why is it that God communicates in this way? Because we may go insane with direct contact and there is no filter and you have help and your thoughts would be directly answered now that would be a problem for a lot of us with the junk we all think about and only the most important thoughts and requests get back to us when needed.

In closing, the reason that I am talking about idea dreams like this is that I had one only last week, I asked for an idea dream for a website which is setup and running now! I received as I was talking sitting around a campfire in a vivid dream I was having and I followed through with this dream, I will update you on this in the future on how this pans out, I know it will be positive but in what way?

Here is a link http://psyspiritualforum.com (Shameless self promotion I know. :p )

Possessiveness has a lot of s’s doesn’t it, had to use spell check, anyway I have noticed on the internet that a lot of people take possession of websites, people and the weirdest of all experiences, I do not know if this is a mental issue we have with ourselves or is possessiveness in our genes and because we are alone and anonymous do we as people believe it is ok to do this or do we do it subconsciously, to me possessiveness is actually quite frustrating and annoying as well as unwarranted.

I know the internet is for all to use and to express one self but I have been looking through blogs and forums and reading articles and people expressing themselves seem to be possessive and selfish about there experiences and the worst thing is looking at some things I write I am doing exactly the same thing, is this normal are we all subconsciously possessive and selfish?

The realization of this has made me realise that we can not keep taking possession or control of situations, the part of us that needs to be tamed but not hidden unless we want to go back to mindless armies hell bent on taking over the world, is it really human nature to want to posses everything in there path.

What I am getting at is people who comment or post in forums, announce that it is there forum or it is there information, which I really don’t think they would do this on purpose would they? Articles that are written like they are the first people to discover the article topic, yet it just seems to be a a rewrite of a previous article I had read only a week prior.

Am I just reading to deeply into this or is the internet just a bunch of rehashed information put in different formats so someone someday may understand it, different view points from the masses on the one subject, maybe the re-wording of a subject may just change the world?

Massaging your body is a good way to keep healthy as it releases toxins from your muscles and allows the blood to flow through your muscles after they are relaxed, it also awakens the inner mind that is locked inside these memory cells, relaxing your tired weary body is a must and massage is a way that you can revitalize your body.

While I was getting a massage I decided to meditate during this massage and I did with ease, lost total track of time and was truly relaxed I even went to a dream state and discovered that I was wishing for my day to be grand, as I was already in the happy state all I wanted to do is to achieve my goals for this week, which I did by 2 pm this afternoon and had time to spare, only a few things left to do tomorrow which is only minor stuff which should not take long.

Solved a lot of things I was worried about over the past couple of weeks, by starting the day of with a massage I had a clear mind and was able to achieve these goals in record time and with great ease. Massage is great way to become one with mind and body, so next time you get a massage why not meditate while your getting it done.

Buddha said life is about suffering, I say its about learning to understand why you are suffering and why your are trying to escape from life, our duty as living breathing compressed energy is to experience life to the fullest and enjoy what we have, yes our spirit is supposedly trapped in these bodies though that is what we are.

Though the actual translation for Dukkha I could not find though I did find a lot saying it does not mean suffering, unless you find you have trapped your thoughts in a loop of disgust disgruntled rage, for centuries we keep focused on the pain and suffering of our lives but are we really that bad off, really we have everything we need right here now.

But your saying but I don’t have enough for food or bills or to buy a house, all you need is a roof over your head a veggie garden, some clothes on your back, though for most this would be suffering, it would not equate to life for them, being none materialistic for some is suffering for others to have material objects is suffering, it comes down to your perspective and what you have been brought up to believe or how to view the world.

To suffer is to put yourself in your own personal hell, to over emphasis on objects including dramas, some forms of Christianity promote hell is were god sends you if your bad, as you are your own god you are the one suffering for yourself, you suffer in silence and blame what you think is an all knowing entity, we know that there is more to life than just us, there is a higher being, but it is only a consciousness that live in and outside of us observing not judging.

To suffer is to be trapped in ones own mind or world, the external influences do not trap your being, though some people get themselves into these positions and suffer immensely for there decisions, find there stuck in a situation, this is especially true when others are involved and you feel like you need to help them, but they are quite capable of helping themselves, though then there are circumstances where you have to help them.

Basically suffering is about circumstance, your thoughts and your perspective.