Can’t sleep, Can’t write, just stuck in hole at the moment, feel way to relaxed and un inspired to do much at all though I feel a change coming, lots of personal decisions to make could proably be a cause for this pause in movement.

Just been going through the motions of work sleep and cleaning up kitten poo, the kittens are getting better at using the kittens litter, and with the car out of action till I can come up with $1000, I have less time to do stuff.

So if I don’t write for a couple of days don’t panic, I was just getting things organized so christmas is not as chaotic, I hope writing this clears my writers block, also I am thinking about buying a video camera fro myself for christmas and putting off getting the car fixed….or selling this car at a loss and getting a car thats cheaper and easier to fix.

Going meditate and see if I can open up some channels and see what I get out of it.